Hello everyone, I'm new to this forum and I really look forward to getting into it and making new online friends. I'm posting today because I'm really panicking at my weight today, having just weighed myself.
At one point I was 17.4 Stone (243lb) about eight years ago, so I joined WW, which was a huge success and got down around 12 Stone (168lb). I swore blind I would never let my weight go up again.
However, a marriage breakup, a suicide in the family, one abusive relationship and a couple of other pretty bad relationships too, and today I'm officially 17.3 stone (242lb)
I feel such a failure I'm permanently worrying about my weight, I'm always starting a diet and falling off the wagon, feeling hungry.
I feel like a freak, my hefty body is an embarrassment to me. And the worst of it is, I thought I'd lost weight this week! I've been much more active, walking, and playing Wii games with the children (even buying myself a wii game for fitness, which I've been doing every day). Two weeks ago I weighed 8lb lighter! That's so much weight gain in a relatively short period of time!
What am I doing wrong! I've been careful with my food I've tried to cut back on the snacking, and I'm cooking more rather than resorting to take away whilst rushing about.... If this is the result why am I bothering!
I'm desperate here, has anybody got any ideas of what I can do?
